feel GRATE but sometime AFFRAID

I just read my fren blog about "what the meaning of true love?" n "did i marry the right person?"..actually i da nak kawin..so soon.for the first time, my fiance propose..i feel like - mmm..i'm so grate woman.after almost 4 years couple, at last we decide to get marry.so happy..no words can describe my feeling that time..but when the date become close n closer..i feel nervouse..affraid..is this feeling happen to those yang nak kawin?mcm2 i pk..itu la..ini la..sometime,stupid thing pun berlegar-legar in my mind.

But sometime, i rase x sbr pun ade..hehehehe.i da byk browse website pakej kawin..sampai x tau nak pilih yg mane 1.door gift pun i da bnyk survey..beli je tak lagik.hahahaha..just waiting for suitable time n of course all about the money.kalo ade duit everything done.

Back to the story, i feel nervouse+affraid b'coz:
1) i will become a wife - need a commitment at home n ofis b'coz i have a carieer
2) can i make my husband always happy with me, da dok seumah ni ari2 jmp die - caner nak layan die spy die tak rase boring ngan kite
3) my becoming in-low nnt caner? die ok tak?i'm not good in cooking..
4) can he loves me untill end of life?

i feel grate b'coz:
1) i'm a woman that he truely loves
2) he believe me to become his wife to take care of him n our becoming child - huhuhuhu....
3) we will live together in one roof
4) we will share everything

Very hope that we'll live together in happier and joy sampai bile2..of course mesti ade gaduh kan.kalo gaduh pun, x nak berpanjangan b'coz of LOVE.That's my wish...AMIN.

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More Than Words by Westlife

Saying I Love You
Is Not The Words I Want To Hear From You
It's Not That I Want You
Not To Say
But If You Only Knew
How Easy It Would Be To Show Me How You Feel
More Than Words
Is All You Have To Do
To Make It Real
Then You Wouldn't Have To Say That You Love Me
Cos I'd Already Know

What Would You Do
If My Heart Was Torn In Two
More Than Words To Show You Feel
That Your Love For Me Is Real
What Would You Say If I Took Those Words Away
Then You Couldn't Make Things New
Just By Saying I Love You

It’s More Than Words
It’s More Than What You Say
It’s The Things You Do
Oh Yeah
It’s More Than Words
It’s More Than What You Say
It’s The Things You Do
Oh Yeah

Now That I've Tried To
Talk To You And Make You Understand
All You Have To Do Is Close Your Eyes
And Just Reach Out Your Hands

And Touch Me
Hold Me Close Don't Ever Let Me Go
More Than Words Is All I Ever Needed You To Show
Then You Wouldn't Have To Say That You Love Me
Cos I'd Already Know

What Would You Do If My Heart Was Torn In Two
More Than Words To Show You Feel
That Your Love For Me Is Real
What Would You Say If I Took Those Words Away
Then You Couldn't Make Things New
Just By Saying I Love You

More Than Words

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~ All MESSY was clear ~

Nothing to do for this week..weekend baru2 ni pun nothing interesting.tak kuar mane2 pun..actually boring gak but my fiance keje so, just out for dinner n balik umah.so sad...

Utk menghilangkan rase keboringan kat umah..kitorang bersih kan umah..bagus tak?hehehe..lame gak la kitorang tak bersihkan umah tu..so da ade mase ni..ape lagik..abis seme brg2 tak gune kitorang buang..umah da bersih..lega sket nak lepak.

Kat ofis pun xde keje sgt..actually new project was running but my task tak bole nak wat lagik.tgu org development.since dorang start..so my task on la..ari ni pun boring gak kat ofis.tadi da check mail yahoo n friendster..i was delete all read msg..unwanted msg..n now my inbox is cleared.i was realize that my msg are from 2004 untill now,2008.fuhhh...letih gues nak delete all the msg.malas sebenarnye...hehehe..so ari ni,abis seme msg i delete.everything was clear now....legaaaaaaa....