i'm back

Da lama giler tak tulis blog.hehehe..tetibe ari ni mcm rindu plak..actually i lupa password.bnyk sgt password nak ingat.hehehe..at last ari ni baru bole log in.best giler..

Bukan x mo update new entry tapi bz ngan wedding preparation.everything da ready just waiting for my bunga dulang..pastu da bole gubah hantaran.pelamin, baju sanding, bunga telor, door gift semua da ready.kad kawin pun da distribute.brg2 mkn kenduri, my parents yang settle kan.sian tgk dorang, ke sane sini nak cari brg2 utk kenduri ni..sian gak kat aku..da berabis duit da ni.huhuhuhu...sekali seumur hidup kan.aku nak wat yg terbaik for my life.

Seronok nak kawin ni..hehehe..bunyi cam gatai tak?mmm..tak kot kan..

My wedding plan:-

08/08/08 : Nikah
09/08/08 : Kenduri belah pompuan (aku la tu - fazlina)
10/08/08 : Kenduri belah laki (my beloved fiancee - Mohd Shah Nizam)

Very hope, majlis kami nnt berjalan ngan lancar..AMIN...

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feel GRATE but sometime AFFRAID

I just read my fren blog about "what the meaning of true love?" n "did i marry the right person?"..actually i da nak kawin..so soon.for the first time, my fiance propose..i feel like - mmm..i'm so grate woman.after almost 4 years couple, at last we decide to get marry.so happy..no words can describe my feeling that time..but when the date become close n closer..i feel nervouse..affraid..is this feeling happen to those yang nak kawin?mcm2 i pk..itu la..ini la..sometime,stupid thing pun berlegar-legar in my mind.

But sometime, i rase x sbr pun ade..hehehehe.i da byk browse website pakej kawin..sampai x tau nak pilih yg mane 1.door gift pun i da bnyk survey..beli je tak lagik.hahahaha..just waiting for suitable time n of course all about the money.kalo ade duit everything done.

Back to the story, i feel nervouse+affraid b'coz:
1) i will become a wife - need a commitment at home n ofis b'coz i have a carieer
2) can i make my husband always happy with me, da dok seumah ni ari2 jmp die - caner nak layan die spy die tak rase boring ngan kite
3) my becoming in-low nnt caner? die ok tak?i'm not good in cooking..
4) can he loves me untill end of life?

i feel grate b'coz:
1) i'm a woman that he truely loves
2) he believe me to become his wife to take care of him n our becoming child - huhuhuhu....
3) we will live together in one roof
4) we will share everything

Very hope that we'll live together in happier and joy sampai bile2..of course mesti ade gaduh kan.kalo gaduh pun, x nak berpanjangan b'coz of LOVE.That's my wish...AMIN.

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More Than Words by Westlife

Saying I Love You
Is Not The Words I Want To Hear From You
It's Not That I Want You
Not To Say
But If You Only Knew
How Easy It Would Be To Show Me How You Feel
More Than Words
Is All You Have To Do
To Make It Real
Then You Wouldn't Have To Say That You Love Me
Cos I'd Already Know

What Would You Do
If My Heart Was Torn In Two
More Than Words To Show You Feel
That Your Love For Me Is Real
What Would You Say If I Took Those Words Away
Then You Couldn't Make Things New
Just By Saying I Love You

It’s More Than Words
It’s More Than What You Say
It’s The Things You Do
Oh Yeah
It’s More Than Words
It’s More Than What You Say
It’s The Things You Do
Oh Yeah

Now That I've Tried To
Talk To You And Make You Understand
All You Have To Do Is Close Your Eyes
And Just Reach Out Your Hands

And Touch Me
Hold Me Close Don't Ever Let Me Go
More Than Words Is All I Ever Needed You To Show
Then You Wouldn't Have To Say That You Love Me
Cos I'd Already Know

What Would You Do If My Heart Was Torn In Two
More Than Words To Show You Feel
That Your Love For Me Is Real
What Would You Say If I Took Those Words Away
Then You Couldn't Make Things New
Just By Saying I Love You

More Than Words

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~ All MESSY was clear ~

Nothing to do for this week..weekend baru2 ni pun nothing interesting.tak kuar mane2 pun..actually boring gak but my fiance keje so, just out for dinner n balik umah.so sad...

Utk menghilangkan rase keboringan kat umah..kitorang bersih kan umah..bagus tak?hehehe..lame gak la kitorang tak bersihkan umah tu..so da ade mase ni..ape lagik..abis seme brg2 tak gune kitorang buang..umah da bersih..lega sket nak lepak.

Kat ofis pun xde keje sgt..actually new project was running but my task tak bole nak wat lagik.tgu org development.since dorang start..so my task on la..ari ni pun boring gak kat ofis.tadi da check mail yahoo n friendster..i was delete all read msg..unwanted msg..n now my inbox is cleared.i was realize that my msg are from 2004 untill now,2008.fuhhh...letih gues nak delete all the msg.malas sebenarnye...hehehe..so ari ni,abis seme msg i delete.everything was clear now....legaaaaaaa....

macam AYAM ngan ITIK

Macam AYAM ngan ITIK, it's happen last few days when i'm on the way balik shah alam. As usual, from ofis i take a bus to puj sentral..it's about 10-15 mnt to reach there. Then from puj sentral, again i take a bus to kl sentral (almost 1 hour, kalo jem lagik lame dlm bas tu, bole terlena giler la) but i stop at brickfield to shah alam.It takes about 1 hour.

Mmg pack giler dlm bas kalo da ptg2 mcm ni..people are back from working..class..shopping.i met very kind of person with various type of attitude..alsoooo..mcm2 bau ade.eerrrrkkkk....pening kepala.nak pulak kalo nek bas U64 tu, mmg mamat2 in***+bang** yang conquer.bau dorang nie..korang duk 1 batu pun bole bau la..aarrghhhhh....sesak nafas tau.

Back to story, kalo da penuh tu..mmg xde seat la kan.so i berdiri je la..kebetulan my housemate ade skali tapi die dpt seat.so kitorang ni chit-chat la sementara nak smp umah.suddently, i heard somebody bersuara.."kasik itu perempuan duduk la..die ade anak..kesian sama die".aci tu ckp kt mamat yang duduk close to her.mmg pompuan(in***) yang aci tu maksudkan tu berdiri sambil dukung anak die..that kid so cute..looking at her mother..mmmm..aku xde perasaan pun.bole tak mcm tu.mind set, kalo da jumpe mane2 in***, mmg aku disgusting sket.

Aci tu ckp bnyk kali kat mamat tu.."kasik la perempuan tu duduk..." tapi mamat bang** tu wat bodo jek..everyone dlm bas tu looking at them smbl tersenyum.my fren and i da terkekek-kekek da..mamat tu bole wat muke blur jek..ye la die bukan phm pun.then aci tu repeat the same thing to him..at last, mamat tu realize yg aci tu ckp ngan die..he says something with his fren..i don't what b'coz dorang ckp bhs dorang.aci tu punye la marah, die ckp ape tau.."tak phm ka?, barape kali mau ckp.."sian aci tu kan..then i pun menyampuk la..

aku:"i think, he do not understand what you say"..
aci:"ayoo..x phm ka.barapa lama duk m'sia"

And everyone in the bus laughing at both of them..mmm..macam ayam ngan itik kan.Nasib baik la, at last mamat tu turun dari seat die then give the women a sit...


That is 1 of my story in the bus yang i rase lucu sgt..yang lain wat i rase sakit ati..nak marah jek..mcm mane nak awek muda ni..

Fazlina is.....

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

The music video of Chris Brown - With You (acoustic)

Chris Brown - With You lyrics

Emotional

Last week, i don't why, i've got problem with my mood...arrghhhh...no mood to talk, feel like rendah diri..ntah la. it's suddently happen.tak kan nak period lagik kot...mmm..tak mungkin sbb i baru lepas period.but mate i ni da bagi signal..berkedip2 je 2 3 ari nie..maybe something will be happen..nak nangis kot.bole caye ke?tu kate org la..


Last Saturday boring sgt suk umah sbb my fiance tido..die keje mlm so siang tu membute je la.then i call him..mase tu da kul 6.15pm.slalunye die bgn kalo i call time cam nie..byk kali gak la i call but he never pick up the phone. i geram sgt, i try call lagik..at last my fiance angkat tapi die tak berckp ngan i.then suddenly i dgr someone tgh berborak..seem like suare die.i was thinking, die nie nak cancel my call tapi tertekan answer..lame gak la i'm on the line dgr dorang borak pasal kete.sakitnye hati i..biasenye he will sms me bile da bgn tapi ari tu tak..da la mase tu mood i lain mcm sket..mmm..ape lagik mmg i angin la..


At night, kitorang kuar mkn.i diam jek dlm kete on the way g our favorite restaurant "racha". i rase geram sgt tau..i nak tgk die minta maaf ke tak kat i..sampai 1 tahap tu maybe die jgk da angin..die ckp "ko jgn nak malukan aku dpn kawan2 aku"...wah..wah..wah..ber"aku" "ko" plak..mmm...tuhan je tau perasaan aku mase tu..but because i'm a woman.touching giler..nak nangis da kat situ gak..da la tgh makan..aku paksa gak makan sampai abis..then die anta i balik..kalo tak biasenye kitorang kuar lepak..biase la mlm minggu..i tak nak turun kete..nangis kat situ gak..syahdu syahdan i mase tu..haahaha..dramatis la plak.name pun pompuan kan..sekeras mane hati die..at last die akan mengalah gak.

That night, i minta maaf kat die,.even i know die salah, tapi bagi i biar la i mengalah, asalkan die tau sebenarnye die yang salah..lelaki mmg ego..teramat ego.i tak nak b'coz of bende yang remeh temeh bole wat gaduh.tak elok kan..org tua2 ckp..darah manis mase kite tgh bertunang ni..tol ke?but i hope tomorrow will be ok..

The moral of the story: lelaki kat luar sane please la..buang kan la sket keegoanmu itu..yang pompuan jgn lembut ati sgt..mcm i nie..kuang..kunag..kuang...

My 1st Day

Actually no idea what to write on..

mmm...i tertarik nak tulis blog ni when i bace blog my frens.syok plak..only dis space bole luah kan perasaan yang maybe org lain cannot understand..dorang bole bace n give some comment but cannot jugde it..tol ke??hahaha..whatever............maybe dis month x bz sgt so i've some time to write..n bile da start ade keje...x tau la bile nak update